Too much Disney...I KNOW! LOL :-)
Well, I really can't complain, life is pretty great! Hubby continues to work SO HARD and after some brief job struggles (quite the stressful few montsh) the Lord has lead our family to better a more stable place that continues to allow me to stay home and do what I do best, be a full-time Mommy! Little girl amazes me everyday with how fast she's learning & growing! I LOVE my calling in Young Womens and am getting ready for Girls Camp (coming up in less than a month)...Assistant Director baby...I'm in the big time now (lol!) Not to mention I'm taking a class this semester and am just two classes away from finally getting my AA, the first in my family to get a college degree, SO EXCITED!
But somehow with SO MANY blessings in my life I'm still feeling a void :( I'm pretty sure I know what that "void" is but have been avoiding those thoughts like the plague! I don't want Satan to have even a little sway on my positive outlook and attitude. Still, I have begun to feel the slight achings that seem all too familiar... After a corrective surgery and failed procedure I could have easily slipped into old emotions and downward spirals. However, I'm happy to report that was not the case I continue to push forward and live in the moment.
I feel, in my heart, the void is there to keep me humble and ever mindful that I must continue to have faith in & rely on Heavenly Father as I cling to the peace that only the Savior can give me. I continue to hope that it will be my time again in the near future... but until then the void will continue to be the reason for this journey of growth! Who knows...maybe my heart's desire is just around the River Bend :-)
